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Every time I try to accomplish something or do something incredible there are always steep obstacles preventing me from ever being successful. Mostly mental but some physical. Written June 11, 2014

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Hold on tight, I’m feeling as if I’m gonna slip
It’s a bitter life, I seem to miss by my finger tips
Days passing by, all I know is what I see
No denying, this sad recluse I never meant to be

Flickering fire, seeking the truth I knew before
Walking on a wire, falling further, then I fell some more
Hiding in shadows, flirting with the ghosts I left behind
Lighting the candles, losing all the hope that once did shine

My whole life was turned around
Played for the fool, a rented clown
Dragged through mud then out again
Soaked in blood of the flesh I tend
A troubled man is all I am
Never will I ever give a damn
If I could just somehow embrace my fears
Then throw it all away like I did those years, did those years

I’m holding on tight, feeling like I always did before
For a better life, this time, but I’m falling for sure
Much more frantic from putting it all on the line
So problematic, living with this curse that is all mine

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from Life or Death, released September 30, 2022
Lyrics and music by Dennis Patrick McDonald

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The Soakes Lonesome Richmond Hill, Ontario

I am a survivor of childhood physical, emotional and sexual abuse.

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