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1.
I’m afraid if I close my eyes I’ll go to sleep I might miss out on things God I’m in too deep, it’s a one way street And as the light goes on Time to say good-bye I can’t keep my eyes open No matter how hard I try, a sin that I deny I dug this hole that I’m standing in I dug for years, is that how long it’s been? I left it all, to my next of kin I got to get out, because they’re all getting in, I just can’t win Another day and I see the sun Shining down so bright Last night after all that fun Kept me up all night, something’s just not right I’m beginning to understand It’s right before my eyes But then on the other hand It’s all a rented disguise, right before your eyes I dug this hole that I’m standing in I dug for years, is that how long it’s been? I left it all to my next of kin I got to get out because they’re all getting in, I just can’t win
2.
Co-Dependent 04:18
What is your crutch, was is your security Worry too much, suffer from inferiority What do you use to get through the high traumatic day? What do you use to improve, your sly pathetic way? Getting through the day, Getting through the day Getting through the only way I know Getting through the day. With a smile on my face & an empty jar Things don’t seem so bad At a snails pace, through a crowded bar Things don’t seem so bad Getting through the day, Getting through the day Getting through the only way I know Getting through the day. Co-Dependents know, only high is low Spread it thin and savor it. Co-Dependents fear, closing time is near Pop’em in & off they go
3.
Baseball Bat 03:37
It blows my mind every time I hear these fools Bragging about what their going to do The kingpin tsars in their speedy cars Dragging out to all those alternative bars The business men in their monkey suits Reminds me of a circus all freaks & recruits I’m sick & tired of all they are And what they stand for won’t go very far When do they realize, where reality’s at I could make more friends with a baseball bat Politicians with hopes and dreams On the outside they’re smiling, on the inside they’re fiends All the hopefuls with their equal rights Couldn’t get too far in a real fight And the drag queens feel that their all old maids ‘Cause their boyfriends they all gone straight I’m sick & tired of all they are And what they stand for won’t go very far When do they realize where reality’s at? I could make more friends with a baseball bat I could make more friends with a baseball bat
4.
Eyestone 03:37
Curtis C. Eyestone was a bitter man He could sit & watch his life sift through his hands When his working days done, let him have his fun If that’s all he’s got I’d feel sorry for his son. He's one vile and lonely man No one could ever understand He's going to lie to make it all his own People in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones. Curtis C. Eyestone was a jealous man All the work that’s been done was a credit to his land Looking through your painted glass at the peons down below How many more rocks do you have to throw? He's one vile and lonely man No one could ever understand He's going to lie & make it all his own People in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones People in glass houses shouldn’t throw stones
5.
What you see is all you get I can’t stand on my head If I’m not all that you expect I can’t call you my friend. I’m no more than an average man I sure ain’t no superman I’d give all I got In my hands, to be an icon, not a lamb I got hopes, I got plans, I got traits I can’t stand I got dreams, I got sorrow I got a body I can borrow. I got a maybe here in my pocket I don’t really talk about it. What you see is all you get I can’t stand on my head If I’m not all you expect I can’t call you my friend
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It’s hard to say good-bye to a friend When you know that it’s really not the end We’ll see each other again I know where but I don’t know when Lord it’s hard to say good-bye to a friend Our meeting wasn’t just coincidence What we talked about made good sense You were always kind to me And I’d admired your bravery Lord it’s hard to say good-bye to a friend Now you don’t have to fight it anymore You can throw that damn disease right through the door There’ll be no more “knockin’ out” We got better things to sing about Lord it’s hard to say good-bye to a friend When you know that it’s really not the end We’ll see each other again I know where but I don’t know when Lord it’s hard to say good-bye to a friend
7.
My Misery 03:40
A sad little lad crawled into his bed And prayed he’d never wake up When the worst he feared was true His anger grew and grew To the point where he’d give up From the aching of his heart To a life that fell apart Any love he knew was wrong All this being said, it filled his veins with dread He suffered for far too long Though others may have it worse He’d curse & curse & curse He could not move, scream or cry ~ That shadow of the dark was not the only part Of why he wanted to die The burning of the skin, as leather thrashes in A fist, a boot, or wooden spoon~ This may be the night that will end my life So please Death take me soon (Solo) So now where do I go? The devil’s on patrol I can’t retrieve what was lost inside of me I can paint some walls in blood, it’ll never be enough To soothe my pain & misery
8.
If I could, I think I could, I could fall from grace to Hollywood The stars in bars, stealing cars, reflecting that last scene on Mars From the top of the hill to the bottomless pit From a child protégé to a stiff on the skids Last bum in the line working part time Too close to the edge, too wasted to climb. Out of the past, had to laugh Some old buff asked for your autograph It’s time to plead, remember me I'm not asking for that million dollar lead From the top of the hill to the bottomless pit From a child protégée to a stiff on the skids Last bum in the line, working part time Too close to the edge, too wasted to climb. If I could, I think I could, I could fall from grace to Hollywood Grace to Hollywood, grace to Hollywood
9.
Alone, afraid, sick of life & what I’ve made of it Just want to quit, oh what’s the use in crying, it’s all so defining. If I should die tonight, please try and understand If I should die tonight, in my mind I know I’m right I’ve done so much thinking that’s all I ever do You know what wasting time, can put you through If I should die tonight, please try and understand If I should die tonight, my presence here is not a life Alone, afraid, sick of life & the choices I’ve made it’s true I’ve thought it through, as some do, start all over again And be someone new, like some do
10.
You were in a forest picking flowers Counting every tree you saw Memories of the spring time’s early showers Walking in the thick October fog Think happy thoughts But don’t depend on those dreams Or the dark You were in a field of head high towers Hiding as friends looked behind logs Summer scents so sweet so sour For the first time your caught Think happy thoughts But don’t depend on those dreams Or the dark A childhood friend, a bump on the head A day in the sun and a clown on the run A walk by the sea, a warm summer breeze A fireside talk, think happy thoughts Think happy thoughts But don’t depend on those dreams Or the dark
11.
The Song 02:54
Millions of songs Some may sound the same though Each had meaning in its day Millions of songs Play on the radio Some last forever some don’t Millions of Words are Contemplated for ages Written on the lines of the page Millions of eyes are Looking high up to see The source of the song Millions of hearts are Touched by the beauty of the song Feeling the will to carry on Millions of songs Some may sound the same though Each has meaning in its day; each has meaning in its day Each has meaning in its day
12.
It's The End 02:49
Hey you, where would you go, if the oceans overflowed And the sun began to dim, just as the waves came crashing in Is it a dream? Is it a scheme? Is the world really going to end? Maybe a freeze or a disease A germ dropped through the breeze A soldier less war a hole in the floor An evil rotted to the core It’ the end, It’s the end It’s the end, the real end Runaway trains, vanishing planes Arid deserts plagued with rain A cloud from the east a heat that won’t cease The biochip mark of the beast Is it a dream? Is it a scheme? Is the world really going to end? Is it all fear that we all hear Maybe the end is not so near It’s not only me, who don’t believe Selling you out from under your feet And they'll deceive you until you can’t breathe There’ll be no one here left to grieve It’s the end, it’s the end

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released March 26, 2016

All Songs, words & music by Dennis Patrick McDonald

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I am a survivor of childhood physical, emotional and sexual abuse.

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